SOHH DIRTY

What up. Just a note and reminder. When I put a video up here or a song. I'm not saying I was first to post it or anything like that. Take it as I'm posting it because I want you to vibe to it. Allow me to DJ in your life a little. I won't steer you wrong. Just wanna make that clear because for some reason I got an email from someone who seems to think, that I think I'm the first to post certain videos when you are so far from what I'm thinking when I post music num nutz. You're thinking to much, just do your job and press play. Riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight Now!

"Came so far from the bottom couldn't even see the top." that says it all right there. I've had ups and extreme downs in this industry, but more importantly in life. Life can only prepare you for this industry slightly. There's so much bullsh*t involved that it breaks most. Sh*t a couple times I just walked away like f*ck'em all. Two hours later I was back on my grind.

You see if you got this sh*t in you, its in you and it's nothing anyone can do about that. This business we call the industry is going to new heights. With that comes new complications.

Am I talking around sh*t yeah I am. Because I'd much rather address characters than actual persons. Why? because sometimes you just gotta let sh*t play itself out. I may have the answer but I've learned the hard way if a person's brain ain't in the right space to receive the truth. Then its just better to hit them with it a little at a time.

Sh*t I've went broke a couple of times trying to go to fast. Death isn't to be played with. When you speak truth people tend to wanna shut you up or resit change because they've put so much self pride into what they are saying to prove their point. And some just have a downright order from the person who feeds them to be against truth. Some people treat whoever pays them like God. F*ck that shit, ain't but one God, I don't care how much you paid me, hooked me up, held me down or whatever. I play dumb until you play yourself out to me. My tolerance level is high. So you thinking I'm slow to the slickery is the oil in which you stand in as I walk away and continue the mission. Faking it til you make it is a staple in fascism and mental slavery although it would seem not. You are telling yourself what you're saying and what you doing is real and I'm the bad guy. I feel , I feel , I feel like......

I'm gonna just say to all you Negro slaves beefing with other entertainers really check yourself. I think you are stuck in the 90's. Once a rapper signs that contract he or she has signed on to be an entertainer. Which means they step away from reality to entertain the consumer. Some of you want to be real so bad that if you don't see the success you want in the game. You turn around and bitch about the next man and how he ain't real. Or you send your homie to do it so you look squeaky clean. You are being used. Point blank! White Supremacy loves the ground you walk on.

Who will be the first person to get killed from the Internet beefing. This will be a new category under population control. Shit is sad and you know it is. N*ggaz is emotional. And you gonna let your emotions use you in this society. There are people waiting on you to keep up with the bullshit so that they can just say ole Willie Lynch is alive and kickin'.

This is 2008. There's a way to disagree without setting the situation up for failure. Go watch The Great Debaters with Denzel Washington please til you get the point. N*ggaz got to be able to disagree without having to tear one another down to the point of trying to take a man's deserved amount of self respect. Even when he does not have it for self. Its your brother pencil brain. When we do this we complete the circle that was set up for us to be in. When you go in on your brother to the extent its obvious you ain't doin it out of concern for his well being. The puppet master cracks a smile. As he knows you don't posses the intellect to realize you have now become his bitch boy / gangsta. And the whole time you screaming you "the realest n*gga alive."

Sh*t I can go in 3 different directions with this, but this is a blog so I don't want to go to long I'll break it up into 3 parts and just call it. Industry Psychology,"Don't get set up"

Don't let this industry turn us into one big cannibalistic cypher. If that's what it has become, then what was the point?

Now I say all this because I want to shed what light I can. It may save a life, who knows? What I'm saying doesn't apply to all rappers but you know when the sh*t goes to far. And I agree that we all should be able to address any thing we consider some bullsh*t. Everyman should have no problem justifying his actions when saying he leads the people. Keep that pressure on these house negros till the homeless and poor people in the projects across America have the finest education and health care. Lets just keep our respect for each other at a high standard of love for all the folks that died for us to get this far. We look desperate at times. I'm just trying to do my part. Although I'm talkin' all caring and sh*t, don't let that fool ya. I'm just trying to save ya soul fool, but know I'm always prepared G.

Have a good weekend. And F*ck Halloween, go research the real origin and meaning then tell me everybody don't look stupid running around talkin bout Happy Halloween. Folks got ya programed.

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