Facing the Music in the Morning
Posted on February 22, 2008 9:30 AM
Continued from The Ex-Factor: He Calls, She Comes (Pun Intended)
I woke up in Digital's bed to weight atop me. Any other morning with Digital, any other morning, a pleasant surprise. This particular morning, my chest immediately tightened as I looked to my right and caught a glimpse of the clock on the night stand. 6:35 a.m.
I tried, yall, I really did. He'd been trying to get me to stay the night before we even got to his house. He offered several times to stop off at the mall and get me something to wear to work the next morning. I gracefully declined about three times. I kept my distance on the sofa at his place. Kept the remember when convo kosher ... all that.
And after all that dodging with such good intentions, it had officially gone down. Damn.
Digital walked me to the train and sent me off with a kiss as I rushed off to work shamefully, in the same clothes I’d worn the day before. (Like old times :)) But the eight-hour day that would’ve dragged on for what seemed like 12 any other day, zipped by.
I think I stayed at work 30 minutes late that day. I was usually the first one out the door of that God awful place at 6 p.m. sharp. That day though, I filed papers, paper clipped and stapled shyt that had been ornamenting my desk for weeks. I might have even run a damp cloth across the surface before I finally slid my chair in and grabbed my bag, heading out for the night.
I dragged my feet as slowly as I could down 34th street. But once I hit the PATH train, I was as good as there.
And while I walked sluggishly, my mind raced.
Okay, I need a story, what am I gonna say? I need a story, I need a story, I need a story … okay we were talking about old times, having a good time, I drank a little and fell asleep. Bullshyt. Okay, what had happened was, he tried to come at me right, but I said no. Nothing happened. Bull. Shyt. Okay, okay, okay, for real. This is how it really went down …
But I couldn’t concentrate. I just kept reliving last night.
The conversation was wonderful, the chemistry was as potent as it had been the last time … and when he kissed me that first time, I didn’t fight long …
And yet, I was headed back to BD’s place to explain myself. WHY!?
Because BD would be there. Probably anxious to hear my futile attempt at easing his fears. And Digital? catching a flight some where. That’s why.
My thoughts were still broken and incoherent when I made it to the entrance of BD’s building. I dunno how long I waited in that dingy hallway outside his door. It must’ve been forever, but when I finally slid my key in the lock (yes, I had a key) and pushed the creaky door open, I walked right into BD’s chest. (Dude’s about 6’2 to my 5’4.) I looked up abruptly and met his steely eyes.
Never had gotten around to crafting that story.
Check out 1224 Confessions Monday as Melyssa makes her confession, of sorts.
Also, check out more Melyssa at GetYoShyt.blogspot.com and hit her up on Myspace.com/MelyssaGanache.
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Yo can like make these longer...I cant stand the tease any more. Really enjoying it though.
What the fuck is this shit. sotrys about how dumb as chicken headed hos cheat on there poorn excuse for a man boyfriend who is love sick while his girl is sucking some other dudes dick! Get the fuck outta here. I gotta a confession im makin crazy gwop and not givin a fuck about these gold diggin prostitutes. For some reason I dont do shit and they light up my phone like a xmas tree wanting pipe. Remember $$$$$$$$$$$ before bitches. 97 pac shit that never dies. Keep it movin!
Glad you're enjoying it, BJK. The tease is the best part. :) But yeah, I'm gonna speed it up, tho. The real drama comes toward the end. Thx for reading.
Yes, Piff, that's exactly what it is. How insightful of you. Get that intuition from your mother?
You don't want it.
REAL MUSIC CLICK THIS
http://www.myspace.com/jdubbthayounghectic
I hope BD whips the S H I T out of you, STINK B I T C H WEARIN THE SAME WORK CLOTHES 2 DAYS IN A ROW!
Who is this B I T C H, MELYSSA FORD??? Just like GAME said, couldn't get far without F-ing a rap star
You love it. Watch you come back Monday. LOL
It's Ganache, by the way.
Melyssa Ganache says...
You love it. Watch you come back Monday. LOL
It's Ganache, by the way.
February 23, 2008 9:44 PM
^^^^I bet u have that new song from Trina on Repeat in your mp3, and yeah, I'll probably be back Monday, to remind you to change your clothes after the day is over, LOL, just joking, if a dude did u wrong 1st, well, than payback's a b---h
lol...funny to see someone else having *oopsies* moments like me lol.. can't wait for tomorrow..
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Tanqueray says...
lol...funny to see someone else having *oopsies* moments like me lol.. can't wait for tomorrow..
February 25, 2008 9:48 AM
What's so funny about reading about another whore such as yourself fucking 2 different dudes?
Pay no mind to the haters, Tanqueray. For real tho, we've got to do better. LOL. Thx for reading!
lol @ hate, hate, and more hate... your comment is remarkably funny... your talkin all that shyt but probably are in here every day as soon as a new blog is posted. Haters truly are the biggest fans. lmao
Im not bout to talk down on you sweets but karma is a bitch just dont be surpise when it catch up to you or your family .2.confession of a groupie with a baby thats trying to get this mentality a pass to other females so they can be in a fucked situation like u smfh Im pray fo you bab and the females cosign it
girl that why i keep coming back you keep it all the way real got a bitch fienin for the story keep it up !!!!
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